Yep. Growing Up. The reality we all must face when we are in college. And what a bittersweet reality it is. I turned 19 back in September and so far the journey as a first year college student has been one of self discovery and worldly realizations.
When you are in college, you learn to make new friends, have new experiences, learn a lot and actually have a lot of fun. With all of this positive upswing, there comes the constant reminder of the uncertain future. You are reminded of that whenever you speak to someone, or when you are having a good time socializing and you realize how you could instead be doing something productive and of course when you are constantly under pressure to perform well in the exceedingly competitive environment.
I am quite thrilled to get through my college life and start living responsibly as an adult. But I am also afraid.
‘What if it all does not work out?’
‘Am I studying the right thing?’
‘Is all these years of college going to be worth it?’
‘What after college?’
Such questions are what run through my mind at least once a week.
I believe I have grown a lot since I was 18. For one thing, 2015 was a year of revelation. Since then, I have come far. Like everybody else, I have different ways to cope with such stress. I listen to motivational podcasts, listen to music, workout and spend as much time doing the things I am supposed to be doing instead of cribbing about my condition.
Because I believe that when you make your choices, you’ve got to deal with the consequences. And there is no point worrying about your situation, is there?
Summarizing the above through the following short poem!
Wake up with the light of the sun,
You hardly have time for some fun.
Get to college as fast as you can,
Prove yourself to be the standardized man.
Homework, assignments and attendance on mind,
You feel harassed by the daily grind.
Intense lectures call for attention,
Reminding you of adult life- a wicked intimidation.
And thoughts dwell on the forgotten past,
And what of the present which does not last?
Thoughts of the impending doom to come,
Make you escape through fun and rum!
You do know wisdom and you have grown,
Since a year before when the seeds were sown.
With courage and vision you shall proceed,
Its now or never!-may this advice thou heed!
Have a great weekend!